HAPPY SWEET 19TH BIRTHDAY!!!

Ytd 5/15/09 ish my cousin chiachun bdae.. coincidentally ly lewis hb & kelvin dey all r holding a bbq at cp.. den dey ask mi 2 join in.. dey oso invited my other 2 cousins 2 join oso.. lol.. havin quite fun over dere.. ly n hb went over at 4.. bt we onli manage 2 start de fire at 9 smth.. no matter hw hard we try oso cant start sia.. no experience.. hb de guy even use up 1 box of starter.. lol.. cc ish de last 2 came de cos he nid 2 work.. havin bbq.. eat.. drink.. play card games & maze catching.. lol.. til ard 3.30 lik dis den headed home.. cos 2dae mi n cc nid 2 work.. sian..
The 'cat king' Ah Hou..

Best Brothers.. Cc smile so happily wif him..

Mi & Cc.. smile so reluctanly.. -___-

Much beta.. bt stil nt tt good.. -__-"

Mi & Ah Hou.. De 1st pic we taken on tt nite

I am not stupid anymore..

Neva contact mi 4 2daes.. nt even a single msg.. i oso tod i can start 2 put himm down slowly le.. bt guess what.. he sent mi a msg 2dae.. at 1st i don feel lik replyin.. den he start 2 sent another msg.. dis ish de msg content btw us:

He: I knw u damn piss off of the photo... but u dun even ask me y i have it thre... n let ur imagination run wild..
Me: Ok. I let u explain. U giv mi an explaination.
He: Tt pic was taken 1 day by them...my big 1 took the phone n play which i left at hme cos i terminated the other line...so whn i brought the phone on fri to standby tis hp low batt...i oni change the sim card in the train b4 i mit u...n since thre is notg to hide frm u so i din change it bk
Me: Oh reli. Den why u seem 2 afraid wen i try 2 tak a look at yr phone. Why dint u explain on the spot wen i piss off?
He: I knw u will piss of whn u c it....whn i ask u wat happen u js keep sayin notg...wat u wan me to say...js take it tt im liein to u den..
Me: Since u noe i wil piss off why dint u chg yr pic in de 1st place den? Wat u r sayin ish contradictin. Pls la. Cock up wif beta excuses lei. I noe i blive ppl easily but not 2 dis extent la

Weneva he noe tt smth ish gg wrong btw us den he wil bcom so carin so good 2 mi.. treat mi jus lik a gem.. wen dere ish nth on wat he treat mi lik?.. rubbish.. pls la.. i hav had enuf.. i m tired n sick of everythin ald.. euu force mi de.. givin euu chance agn & agn.. euu don appreciate wat i hav done.. takin granted & upset mi further & further.. dono hw 2 cherish wen chance ish given euu.. dis ish wat euu deserve & serve euu rite.. i m glad tt i finally can c my direction agn.. no longer lik a headless chicken anymore.. i wil move on..

There is an end to everything...

Finally, everythin hav com 2 de end. No more doubts no more confusion. No more guessin game. i wil no longer b tired n upset by euu any longer. Now i noe why wat happen 2 caused euu 2 chg 2 nolonger hu i used 2 noe. Happy family indeed uh. Nice photo. She ish beri pretty. Cherish her. No nid lie 2 mi anymore. Thx 4 puttin effort 2 put up a show n dose lies. I hav enuf of everythin n i wil nt fal into it agn. Ish a nice ending. Last long wif her. euu hav my best wishings & blessings. Don try 2 act lik a saint in front of mi agn & no nid 2 pretend lik a victim act pity 2 seek my sympathy. i hav given euu enuf. don ask 4 more & don tak it 4 granted anymore. 1ce & 1ce agn. no more 2ce. I m die hearted here nw. no more chance 4 mi 2 revive agn. Now euu can FUCK OFF my life my world le. Euu dis BLOODY HELL BASTARD CUM JERK CUM ASSHOLE. KNN. CCB. GET OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Meaningless...

Hmm.. hav a long weekend dis week.. bt stil nt enuf 4 mi.. my bro & family & chun comin out.. yeah.. gt 2 c my beloved niece.. 1 month onli gt 2 c her 1ce.. chun wil b comin out 2 look 4 a job n work.. he ish stayin in sg at my another cousin hse.. hav a few daes wif dem.. on fri mi hou n chun went 2 jp walk walk c c.. hav quite sum fun at dere wif dem.. at nite we went 2 party world at 399 sang fr 8-12.. de 3 of us damn high at dere de la.. lol.. sing n dance n drink lik nobidy business.. haha.. dint noe chun ish tt type of guy.. let mi c de another side of him.. i oways tod he ish dose quiet guy.. tt nite reli let mi drop my jaws.. nv judge its book by its cover uh.. haha.. sat ish a reli a good experience 4 mi of takin care a baby.. lol.. my bro n his wife went 2 slp bt my niece stil don 1 slp.. den my bro throw her 2 mi 2 tak care.. i carry her 2 my room let her crawl ard.. she ish beri clever de lo.. i place her on my bed she 1 2 com down she look on de ground use her hand 2 touch de ground c hw high ish de bed wen she noe de bed nt tt high she turn ard let her legs drop on de ground 1st den de body landed.. lol.. crawlin ard til ard 1 smth can she gettin tired le i carry her on de bed patted her on her butt 4 her 2 slp within 5 min she fal aslp le.. lol.. she slp in de middle of my bed la.. mine ish onli a single bed i gt nt enuf space 2 slp lo.. wen i 1 2 slp i push her 2 1 side so tt i can squeeze onto de bed.. lol.. den she toss here n dere.. so rough.. toss til i gt no space ald i hav 2 squeeze 2 a corner 2 slp.. den she stil 1 2 toss i reli no space ald.. den i don care her let her cant toss.. wen she cant toss she started 2 cry la.. wat 2 do.. i hav 2 let her toss den i slp side way.. den she toss agn.. omg.. i push her 2 1 side let her toss.. de whole nite ish lik dis lo.. til morn i wake up c hw she ish i found tt she slp vertcal ytd den morn i find her slp wif de head at my side n de leg at another side which mean she made a 90 degree turn.. -__-.. she woke up ard 7 smth 8 lik dis i noe she ish waken bt i don care her cos i stil 1 2 slp.. haha.. til 9 lik dis she cry agn den i noe she ish hungry le i woke up n prepare her milk 4 her.. after finish de milk i stil 1 2 slp den i oso try 2 coax her 2 slp oso.. bt she don 1 slp la.. i hav 2 keep awake 2 accompany her.. switch on de tv n watch cartoon wif her.. den her mum woke n carry her back.. dou ish quite tirin takin care of her bt i thin dis ish a nice experience 4 mi 4 1ce or twice.. nt daily!.. @_@.. she ish gg bac 2dae le.. gotta miss her lots.. wil b seein her 1 mth ltr.. humph..
thin everythin ish finally comin 2 de end ba.. dou it hurts alot bt short term ish beta den long term pain ba.. let time heals everythin.. time wil prove it..