我知道你很难过

我知道你很难过
爱一个人需要缘分
你何苦让自己越陷越深
别傻得用你的天真去碰触不安的灵魂
每一天只能痴痴的等
爱一个人别太认真
你受伤的眼神令人心痛
没有一个人非要另一个人
才能过一生
你又何苦逼自己面对伤痕
我知道你很难过
感情的付出不是真心就会有结果
别问怎么做 爱才能长久
这道理有一天你会懂
我知道你很难过
昨天是恋人今天说分说就分手
别问你的痛要怎么解脱
多情的人注定伤得比较久
爱若变成了刺
思念也成了痴
也许心碎是爱情最美的样子

Monitor Lizard!!!

Last fri we went 2 a hotel 4 lunch.. de hotel quite remote de.. de 1st dish mee goreng ish nice la bt de rest of de dishes i don lik lor.. in fact i feel yucky.. after lunch we decide 2 go 2 de hotel 2 visit.. cos we brought a guest fr phillipine wif us den we brg him 2 look ard.. wen we reach de lobby.. a gal hu work dere ran out fr her hostel n look 4 de boss in de lobby hu ish tokin 2 us n tel him tt dere ish a snake in de hostel.. de gals were slpin thus de gal ran out wif her pyjamas n pillow.. lol.. dere ish another 2 gals workin wen dey heard tt dey rush 2 deir hostel asap.. my GM the man oso went.. haha.. i oso beri curiour so i went wif my another manager.. at 1st i tod i m brave enuf so i went into de hostel.. de guys were lookin 4 de 'snake' in de room.. flippin de beds n clothes.. de 2 gals hu rush dere i tod dey were brave bt wen i go in i saw dem climbin onto de double storey bed.. -_-.. wth.. we haven see de 'snake' yt la.. lol.. all de gals in de hostel were on dey bed.. onli mi standin dere curiously lookin.. den suddenly smth ran out la.. i was lik wtf.. snake wher gt run so fast de sia.. den i realise ish nt snake la.. ish monitor lizard (aka si ka zhua).. dey sae eat ald ish beri good 4 de body.. pls la.. hu wil dare 2 eat it lor.. den wen i c it i jump up n pull my manager lor.. i m nt tt brave wat i thin..-_-".. i was frighten la.. 1st time c dis kind of thin den i ran out of de hostel.. i tod i m safe.. all de gals r outside.. den de thin ran out of de hostel lor.. all de gals jump n scream runnin in all directions lor.. dis same apply 2 mi=X.. 1st time i m lik dis.. so ps la.. after a hard battle wif de lizard dey finally caught it n put it in rubbish bag.. n my managers r suppose 2 tak it outside n put it in de forest as dey don 1 2 kil it.. wat a good deed uh.. bt i was frighten lik hel lor.. my gm tak de bag wif it inside n kip disturb mi lor.. i kip runnin away pullin my manager 2 save mi.. dis ish definitely more tirin den runnin 10km uh.. lol.. de lunch ald digested after de runnin la.. den we we drove n put it away.. i stil gotta stay in de car wif tt creature.. wth.. til nw thinkin abt it stil mak my hair stand lor.. tt whole dae my both legs r jelly la.. nv been so afraid b4.. urrgh.. den cam bac 2 de office my gm stil disturb mi abt tt creature.. kip di siao n tease mi.. humph..

anw.. tt dae i oso gt 2 c de guy i love most n de gal i love most in de past..
TCL: i hav nt seen euu 4 a long long time n i gt 2 c euu tt dae.. dono why it has been so many yrs.. gg 5 yrs.. i stil gt tt kind of wierd feelin 2ward euu.. hmm.. in de train i was lik keep glancin at euu.. no matter hw crowded de train ish no matter wher euu r i stil b able 2 spot yr presence.. euu stil b de gal i love most..

ps: fyi.. de monitor lizard ish ard 1 metre plus la.. imagine hw big it ish.. OMG..

Malaysia Trip..

on 05/04/09 went bac 2 msia reach dere ard 10.. den went 2 hav dinner den headed home 2 rest til nxt dae 12 noon slack at home de whole dae watchin vcds til ard night lik dis went 2 muar 2 hav dinner.. order lots of food de la.. 3 full tables.. wahaha.. after dinner went 2 my grandparent hse 2 discuss de nxt dae trip.. intended 2 go genting de cos i haven been gg 4 a beri long time since 11 yrs ago?.. den my bro n wife n cousins oso feel lik gg.. bt in de end cos of de expenses we drop off de idea.. cos 2 many ppl go le den sure beri ex.. thin wil put dis idea in the future if i gt 2 go bac msia holi agn.. humph..
on 07/04/09 wake up damn erly in de 6 smth lik dis 2 prepare 4 de trip 2 A' Farmosa.. ish a water world.. smth lik wild wild wet ba.. after preparin went 2 hav roti canai 4 breakfast den tok ard gg 2 hr lik dis 2 reach dere.. cos of police block n keep gg de wrong way.. lol.. reach dere ard 11.. went 2 play all sorts of exciting games.. i play all of de games ish damn shiok de la.. i m de onli 1 playin all de game de rest jus wait dere 4 mi seein mi play cos dey don dare 2 play.. lol.. let mi tel euu.. de attitude n service of de workers at A'Farmosa sucks 2 de core.. reli SUCKS!.. lucky dey r nt in sg if nt i sure complain uh.. wen playin dangerous games dere ish no 1 ard 2 tel euu wat 2 do even dere ish ppl dey don even bother euu.. euu tok 2 dem dey treat euu as if euu r transparent keep tokin 2 dem dey don look at euu or even response 2 euu.. WTF.. dono hire dem 4 wat la.. fucked up.. lucky i m fortunate enuf 2 survive thru de games.. i m sure dere mus b alot of incidents happen b4 at dere.. bside de fucked up workers.. another thin ish tt every games nid 2 climb a lot of stairs.. tired de la.. by de time climb up dere ald no mood 2 play ald lor.. nxt time sld ask dem 2 build escalator or lift.. since we pay so much 4 de entrance fee n cut down on de money 2 hire worker since dey r so useless.. after playin we went 2 meet my 2nd uncle at malacca.. he wil b de tourist of de day at malacca since he ish so familiar.. went 2 de ferris wheel place after tt went 2 hav dinner at pahlawan shoppin centre.. de service of de waitor at de restaurant oso sucks 2 de core la.. ask dem 4 cutlery dey don 1 giv euu mus ask many time den wil giv euu 1 set whereby we nid 3 sets.. WTF!.. dey cutlery lik made of gold lik dis.. den all of dem lik mute lik dis or dey mouth stick tgt wif glue la.. cant speak de sia.. ask dem thin wil nt reply n response de.. reli unhapi wif de service attitude at malaysia.. reli fucked up.. after tt walk ard in de shoppin centre n headed home..
on 08/04/09 wake up erly in de mornin agn 2 prepare 4 de trip.. had our breakfast n set off 2 our destination.. if i m nt wrong ish ard at jasin.. de main purpose of dis trip ish 4 my mama.. brg her 2 de hot mineral water pool.. cos mama health nt in de pink recently kip complainin here n dere pain.. den dey sae hot mineral water wil help blood circulate beta anw ish good 4 health.. went dere 2 play water agn swim n jacuzzi.. haha.. p.s: de water at A' Farmosa n de hot mineral water pool ish damn dirty de la.. SOOOO many dirt inside de pool lik nv clear n wash de.. went home n hav a nap after tt damn tired n slpy de la.. my bro n wife n niece n mi all slp at de same mattress.. haha.. cos 2 tired 2 go up de room den all collapse tgt n fal aslp.. lol.. wake up n hav our dinner.. in de night ard 11 plus lik dis went out 2 hav 'tea' wif my cousins.. hav a reli good chat wif dem tt dae.. reli wish 2 hav dis kind of chattin sessions often..
on 09/04/09 wake up erly in de mornin agn.. lol.. de dae b4 decided 2 wake up erly in de mornin 2 hav breakfast tgt wif my cousins.. after preparation went over 2 dey hse which ish jus nxt 2 my hse went dere n realise dey r stil slpin la.. dey mama went 2 wake dem up.. after dey wash up we went 2 de nearby food centre 2 hav our breakfast.. went 2 dey hse after tt 2 use com n watch movie.. fal aslp while watchin.. lol.. hav our dinner n home sweet home bac 2 sg..=)

What should i say?..

Hmm.. slacking again from job again.. lol.. de boss damn good de la.. no matter how slack he oso wil nt sae anythin de.. lol.. instead he stil treat mi beri good.. he often buy mi meals durin de lunch wen we r havin break.. somtime wen we work half way wen he ish outside he wil cal us out 4 a drink n ask us 2 stop workin ald.. haha.. damn shiok de la.. he ish a beri nice guy hu wil share wif his worker abt his life n feelin.. he treat us jus lik his frene.. he wil chat n joke ard wif us.. wen i nid 2 leave erly or tak leave he agreed immediately w/o hearin my reason.. wen i work at night n cant gt enuf slp n feel shag n tired in de mornin in de office he wil ask mi 2 go home n rest.. he wil oways try 2 find time out 4 mi 2 check if i m fine.. i feel so honoured 2 work 4 him.. i feel tt he ish de best boss i ever met.. i love workin wif him.. tt de reason why wen other companies offer mi wif a high salary of 3000 per month i rejected de offer dou my boss encourage mi 2 accept de offer since ish a good deal.. de general manager n sales manager ish oso beri good 2 mi and dey hav been takin beri good care 4 mi.. i m beri glad 2 work wif euu guys.. thx lots 4 all de care n concern.. i reli appreciate it..^^.. i feel tt i sld nt tak thin 4 granted.. i sld work hard n clinch as many deals as possible 4 him.. i sld repay dem good 4 dey kindness de.. if any1 gt any lobang pls introduce mi.. my company ish a human resources management hu help 2 look 4 foreign worker 4 de client.. we provide worker fr asia countries.. pls gt bac 2 mi if any 1 nid manpower.. thx=)

Yp: *phew.. finally receive yr msg.. euu suppose 2 reach dere by 8 ytd bt i haven receive yr msg since dis morn 12 smth.. i m so worry 4 euu de la.. dono wat happen 2 euu.. lucky i gt 2 receive yr reply after i sent euu de msg.. feel more relieve.. omost go 2 de police wen i haven gt yr msg lorx.. haha.. lol.. hope euu enjoy dere.. tak lots care.. mis euu babe..

p.s: i will be gg bac 2 msia tml 4 holi 2 enjoy myself.. woohoo.. will be bac by nxt mon night.. wil nt b bloggin dis few daes.. i wil blog wat ish gg on in msia wen i com bac.. haha.. lol.. hope 2 post pic in my blog 2.. yeah^^

Pervert...

After i reach home fr town wif yp.. den i went 2 s11 2 meet ly n hb.. mi n ly sit at 1 table drinkin n chattin.. while hb n his grp of frene sat at another table eatin.. den came dis uncle keep starin at us.. at 1st we don giv a damn 2 him lorx.. den ly went 2 buy pancake he saw de uncle at dere n he kept smile cunningly at my frene la.. ly felt beri wierd n leave asap after orderin de food.. bt hu noe de uncle saw dere ish an empty table in front of us n he tak a seat in front of us.. wtf la.. stil ok.. de prob ish tt pervertic uncle keep starin at us in a beri wierd n cunning way la.. mi n ly start 2 get beri sio ald.. stil bearin wif it.. den he ate finish his food wantin 2 throw de plate away bt i thin de main purpose ish he try 2 gt close 2 mi n ly.. he walked beri close n pass by mi.. lucky ly pull mi away if nt i dono wat he tryin 2 do.. after he walked pass mi he oso try 2 do de same 2 ly.. i sio dao mm jia lan la.. den i started 2 shout loudly at him.. made him lose his face in de public.. below ish de conversation btw mi n him(translate 2 eng):
Me: uncle, wat euu lookin at?
Me: why euu kip lookin at us?
Uncle: no la, i nv look at anythin. i nv look at euu.
Me: nv look at us den why kip lookin at our direction.
Uncle: nth la. (tryin 2 make up excuses 2 cover his ass, while stil kip lookin at us.)
Me: stil look!
den after tt hb n his frene walk over 2 our table n hb sit wif us den mi n him kip lookin at him.. ly kip tryin 2 peace mi.. lucky she peace mi if nt i wil shout at him more n i ald feel lik givin him a beatin ald.. tryin 2 tak de bucket n throw at him.. hb oso feel lik beatin him up.. den de uncle don dare 2 look at us ald.. den he tak out his fone tryin 2 cal.. bt wat funny ish he tak out his fone n press 1 button n can gt thru ald.. no nid dial de sia.. lol.. den he kip sayin wat he gt frene kena beaten 2 death or wat.. i thin he ish tryin 2 scare us off.. fucked him up la.. dare he com beat mi or wat la.. ask him cal ppl com down beat mi la.. i nt scare of him lorx.. dare him nia.. he ish onli jus a hump ji kia.. de tables ard us de ppl kip lookin at us lorx.. sure giv him lose face til gao gao uh.. spoil my mood 2 eat ald.. we left after awhile since ly nid 2 pack food 4 her bro.. den went 2 ly hse downstair n slack awhile b4 go home..

HAPPY SWEET 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!

2dae ish yee ping 18th bdae.. jus wanna hope she wil live 2 de best 4 de followin daes.. ytd went 2 town wif her n hav shokudo?.. if i nt wrong.. ish japanese pasta n pizza at cine.. de 1st time we eat ish another branch fr city hall.. ish damn nice de la den we oways keep cravin 4 de food n we went 2 cine 2 hav it.. lol.. after eatin we walk ard in cine cos of de big n heavy rain.. after de rain had stop we went 2 far east n walk.. den we pass by a shop n i found smth 2 buy 4 her since ish her bdae n i haven gt anythin 4 her yt.. ps. after i gt de new job i haven gt de time 2 gt euu present.. i saw couple cups n i find it quite interestin.. i try 2 drag yp 2 go away so tt i can gt de stuff bt she jus don 1 lorx.. so stubborn.. in de end we go 2 de shopp n buy tgt.. ish nt surprisin at all lorx.. bt at least she can choose de 1 tt she lik.. dou de present ish nt tt good or pricey bt i hope euu lik it.. ish jus a tod fr mi.. she oso sae tt why her bdae her bf oso gt 2 hav present.. lol.. aiyo.. yr thin ish oso his thin ma.. don so calculative.. haha.. den we gt 2 hav a sit n drink.. den we spot 2 small boy thin ish stil at primary sch.. mi n yp dint expect tt at such a young stage ald so 'hao se'.. dey sit on de ground n keep starin at gals esp dose hu wear skirt n "upskirtin".. >.<.. we oso gt tak a few pic at cine toilet.. haha.. cos yp sae why my blog so plain onli words nia.. so i tel her i 1 tak pic wif her n post in my blog.. lol..




Do we look lik nv wear anythin on?.. haha

I lik dis pic.. de image color ish nice=)

We do hav smth on de.. =P The ladies in white^-^